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Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
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11:02 am - Sakurazukamori
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| Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
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6:19 am - from darkest skies
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And here i am again. No, i am not dead yet, only too addicted to my new internet connection and downloading things and my msn does not let me type anything!
and after 4 months, i finally end writing another chapter of the fic and i feel so relieved for doing so.
i am happy. these last months i feel at ease with myself, changed a bit, had a new haircut and i think these things really work on letting you happier. and one of my best friends ever is here in Brazil again and we are having so much fun together, she is making me so happy. it is a different sensation, something i might have felt a long time ago if i ever felt it at all.
current mood:  happy
current music: Anathema- Forgotten Hopes
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| Thursday, June 30th, 2005
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2:10 pm - I am NOT dead
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After thinking of many things that i should have written in the past... i got tired!
Well, there is so much going on my brain I feel i will choke on a another feeling, on another story, on another idea...
Mwahaha, yesterday i finally bought " Interview With the Vampire" DVD ( I love it sooooooo much... Tom Cruise is a hottie in that movie... and Lestat is always utterly appealing, sexy, charming..), and "The Red Violin" and a "A Perfect Murder". I also rent House of Sand And Fog and i LOVED it. I must recognize I was first attracted by its name...
I have been strangely drawn ( OVER AND OVER AGAIN... i am hopeless) to Asian men and ppl does not seem out to understand. My boyfriend giggles at it... so, a friend of mine told me I should go touring through Japan... I laughed so much! But talking seriously, I was watching Confederations Cup on TV and boy, there is a player called Tamada Keiji... not to mention the handsome Kaneshiro Takeshi...
And more, I am trying to find out HOW to have my hair cut in japanese style without damaging it too much with the razor... my strands are ultimately thin but I am dying for those WONDERFUL bangs...
Internal countdown: 29 days and I will be able to go to Belo Horizonte and see After Forever. Guess what, I dream of it EVERY single night... after July 29th, I can die in joy!
so, some nice list I stole from /~leilawinters ( somebody HELP me to use the link function...)
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1.) Larissa
2.) Sweetie
3.) Lara
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1.) Dark_Angel(first!!!!)
2.) gothicprincess
3.) Sadame
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.) my hair
2.) my pierced nose
3.) my cheekbones
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.) my belly... it sucks SOOOOO much...
2.) my height
3.) my belly ( I truly hate it)
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1.) Italian
2.) Portuguese
3.) and who knows??? maybe indians, probably Spanish...
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1.) the terrible ghosts
2.) thieves
3.) defeat
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1.) Internet
2.) Soy protein
3.) talking on the phone to Sweetie
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1.) black pants
2.) red coat
3.) red socks
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1.) After Forever
2.) Tristania
3.) Sentenced
Only three????????? I feel guilty for naming only them...
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: (today)
1.) One Last Goodbye (Anathema)
2.) Join me in Death (HIM)
3.) Sadame - X-1999 TV series OST
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A MARRIAGE:
1.) love
2.) comprehension
3.) nice life
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1.) I love animals
2.) I love candies
3.) I super adore my family.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1.) eyes.......... boy, they DO rule
2.) hands
3.) back and shoulders
3 NON-PHYSICAL THINGS.....
1) submission. Leadership when it is necessary.
2) patience
3) aloofness
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1.) reading
2.) playing video games
3.) Internet
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1.) Travel
2.) Sing
3.) be at internet
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1.) an English teacher
2.) a diplomat
3.) a singer
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1.) Finland/ Norway
2.) Holland
3.) Japan
THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1.) Liv
2.) Eris
3.) Seishiro (Japanese counts, right???)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1.) Tour through Europe
2.) Earn a lot of money
3.) live a mystery, sexy, mind blowing, submissive, hot, charming affair...
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1.) They call me " tough girl". So, I am not always sweet and delicate.
2.) I dont have girlish behavior of being shocked by anything.
3.) I don't mind seeing corpses, insects and I LOVE fighting and racing games
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1.) moooooooooooooooooooooody like hell! I can have 100 variations of mood per second, the legend says..^_^
2.) I cry over anything. And I do mean anything.
3.) I looooooooove shopping. Mainly clothes...
current mood:  contemplative
current music: HIM- The Sacrament
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| Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
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10:36 am - Frustrating
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I have a point.
I think the beautiful voices should match a beautiful appearance. You listen to a man's voice and you think " wow, by his voice, this man must be a god." Later, you find out he is a piece of crap...
And there is the other possibility... you first see the guy and you think : WOW, he rules. But when he opens his mouth, you wish he could have died before he learned how to speak...
Or maybe, we should never get attatched to the voice at all, or never expect something good could turn out... or attach ourselves to the voice and never want to find out who is it's owner...
current mood:  frustrated
current music: Anathema- One ALst Goodbye
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| Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
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8:46 pm
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 | You scored as Lottie. You're a lovely little girl who loves to play in the rain and kill people. You veer from the sun. The shade is your only friend.....left.
Lottie | | 83% | Lilth | | 78% | Inferno | | 67% | Bride of Valentine | | 61% | Sybil | | 56% | Posey | | 56% | Deadbra Ann | | 53% | Sheena | | 50% | Lizzie Borden | | 47% | Sadie | | 45% | Sin | | 44% | Eggzorcist | | 31% | Lulu | | 25% | Kitty | | 20% | </td>
Which Living Dead Doll would you be?
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| Sunday, May 1st, 2005
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2:07 pm - Black Star
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it's local carnival here and once again we have the rock stage. Finally, i managed to go there yesterday but the bands were not of my taste. Anyway, there was a band from Salvador that played really nice.
This morning ppl from the band were supposed to rehearse. I slept only 3 hours in a deep anxiety and when the time comes, no rehearsal. Boy, I am DYING to sing and perform again after one year. We have the perfect opportunity but not everybody's taking things seriously... it sucks...
and i am going today again to the rock stage, it seems this last day is gonna be better.
Meanwhile, i am fighting with fotolog.net and listening to radiohead... for hours now...
Black Star...
Blame it on the black star
Blame it on the falling sky.
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| Friday, April 8th, 2005
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9:41 pm
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Well... i got into fanfictioning again.
big deal, u think, uh?
there were ages since i had last typed anything but out of the blue, inspiration came. the bad thing is that college is killing me now and i dont have much time.
and i gotta say i am pretty excited with my driving lessons. boy, driving rules!!! if i am getting a license, that IS another story.
and it is funny cause i am living a nice time, having fun with my small, seemingly meaningless thingies...
the band is gathering again and it makes my mood go up incessantly! tomorrow we will meet, expose a new setlist and everything. HAHA, Sorrow's Embrace is coming back, watch out...
Like Kimberly Goss says: Watch out everybody because the bith... IS... BAACK!
dont care for my nonsense. i have an exam tomorrow morning, now it is 9 pm almost and i didnt manage to study a thing... yes, i am still at college hangng out before civil law classes. og, god, it sucks!
current mood:  bouncy
current music: Computer Noise
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| Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
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11:38 am - Satanist or Buddhist
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 | You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.
Buddhism | | 83% | Satanism | | 83% | agnosticism | | 79% | atheism | | 79% | Paganism | | 75% | Islam | | 71% | Judaism | | 67% | Hinduism | | 50% | Christianity | | 33% | </td>
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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current mood: calm
current music: Dance Of Fate
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| Monday, November 15th, 2004
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12:45 am
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Your element is Darkness: Self centered, strong
willed, mischievous and mysterious. Your quite
dark and often times frightening, although you
may be good looking its just a costume hiding
the darkness of your heart. You detest everyone
but yourself, people are simply insects to be
burned under the power of your magnifying
glass. People are somewhat drawn to your
mystery but find out to little to late how
cruel you can be. But you have a passionate
soul, that is unless you already sold it.
Pursuing whatever you set your mind to, you
look at life with a 'Shut up and leave me
alone' attitude most often because people
generally seem to annoy you. You may be the
ruler of darkness but you can often times be
generally lonely wishing for someone to share
in your dance of darkness so long as they know
who is the master.
.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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| Sunday, November 14th, 2004
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6:10 pm - Die...
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I am unfortunate, I know it.
But first I have to say I am so delighted I! On Saturday, after getting back from crappy work and rushing downtown like a crazy with my boyfriend, we managed to get only half-hour late to the concert. And it was just AMAZING! I had never seen an orchestra playing during my whole life and Fabio and me were just there, watching carefully. It was one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever seen, I can’t even describe much. I just know I will take my promise seriously and look for someone in this crappy city to teach me how to play cello. After I get my father to help me buying one. I arrived home in pure ecstasy and my mother asked me why I had such a retarded face. Pure joy! I cried cried and cried. So she told me I should really study and try entering the Music Academy. My chest burst that time. I study Law but I hate that shit so much. My dream has been studying Music. And I’ll try hard to do that and fuck goodbye that Law School. Mwahahaha.
On Thursday I had no classes and I just stood home. I’d better had classes because when I stay home at night bad things tend to happen. Indeed. I got an idea in my head: I should have my hair cut. I drew many haircuts, colors and the works but my sister encouraged me telling I’d lose all appeal I have if I get the short hair I was planning to. So, the idea went a bit dormant. But on the damned Thursday night, I was home watching TV and I saw a girl with bangs. I had bangs till I was 16 and I just hated it. But my brain didn’t remember that and allowed my hand to get a scissor and cut a fringe. Later on I wished I could just slide the scissor into my throat. I am such a dumbass. Now I gotta hide the terrible thing I did on my hair. People at college loved it… my bf didn’t and I hated it. L
But on the same Thursday, I also watched The Last Samurai for the 4th time. Soooooooo good. Men in kimono rules and Tom Cruise got so damn sexy after he bathed and dressed a navy blue one / drools… and again, when Omura people get the gatling gun and star shooting… NO AOSHI-SAMA! Gosh, that’s so “Rurouni Kenshin”!!! /throws a candy for who thought of Kanryuu Takeda.
And talking of RK, I am soooooo fucking unfortunate. There are ages I am browsing ebay and the works and there’d the cuuuuuuuuute Aoshi pin there… I just drool. Shitty Brazilian economy that makes real so out of value and makes me have NO money to buy it… ah, I wish I would vanish from here… and there are posters and scrolls and a Kurama pin I’d also die to have. Shit!!!
current mood: annoyed
current music: The Ninth Gate Theme
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| Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
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10:03 am
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i dont really know if world is gonna fall so hard on my head after all. but it will at least crack and fall a half. Here I am home with nothing to do(thanks god!) in a city holiday. I hate holidays... the good thing is that i don't have to go to college but on the other hand, people are here too... and there's no place to go.
Tonight, I dreamt of my ex-friend i HATE dreaming about. I think this girl is a ghost that chases and haunts me...
Gotta write fics now.
current mood:  apathetic
current music: Soul Into Hades- Lacuna Coil
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| Monday, November 8th, 2004
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6:58 pm
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World is gonna fall on my head in less than 2 hours and i shall be depressed again.
i´ve been dreaming of vacation time and of many nice things i could be doing instead of studying for a course i hate...
i had a good idea for a fanfiction today. wrote the first thing and hope my creative mood wont abandon me after the total disaster...
current mood:  gloomy
current music: Across The Universe- Fiona Apple
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